Monday, 28 October 2013

Online Dating - Can Not Be Together, Still in Love

Maybe they should not be met, as fate would have it, destined to be together.
A fall, they can not get everyone's blessing firmly together. With them in class after class, like other couples completed a revolution in the playground and around until dormitory bell rang dormitory. Quarrel occasionally appear, but it does not seem to affect the progress of their feelings, day day by day goes forward. Faced with the problem of looking for work, also is facing two people is necessary to separate the two, which is facing may break up. There is a business day to the school to recruit, and he happens to be chosen. Her mind kept constantly begging he can leave to the finished card to go out again, but his heart is another general idea, would like to go out and work in a little earlier. He said to her: "waiting for me".
She might also give yourself a hope! Although she does not know whether it will be achieved, but chose to believe him. The same time, the same characters, the same environment, but the difference is that this is not a choice, choosing instead to separate. After he left, the phone or every day, but the only that is one less person around companion, she felt very empty, very empty. Her every day, waiting for time to hurry past, Time is a strange thing, you want it passes quickly, and it very slow and very slow, you want it flies slowly, and it happens to look in your casual When the slip. Finally coming to the exam. Her the next day with the car to his city to find work.
She go to apply for a job in his company, originally thought to and from work every day all together, but because of the arrangement of the company she wants to branch work, and at the head office. However, the near distance back and forth only 10 yuan, they insist every week to meet the paper is smoke there's fire, and her family know them, is strongly opposed. Once, her family called her home, or the police. He got into a fight and her father. This thoroughly angered her father and her family to let her make the choice of the two first one. Parents raising more than a decade and a loving boyfriend, she does not know how to choose, but the final result she chose him. Her parents and family kept advised but they are of no use. Watching parents sad, her heart is very hard to accept, but is reluctant to him. The parents do not recognize her as a daughter, and they said not to step into this home step after him by any aggrieved had a very tragic life.
She was determined to tell him, the day still very extraordinary over, but he loved her more than before. Their feelings thing and sublimation. Daily life is very provincial, though bitter, but sweet. Them together, he bought her a ring. She was excited to feel he was not wrong. That ring gave her great hope, he also promised a few years he gave her to marry, let her live a good life. She is still the same to believe him. He not only serious work also reported a night school to continue reading. He kept changing every time, wages, life is getting better and better. But when all these good feelings between them has changed his time getting home late, fewer number of conversation, she felt a not good enough feeling. Because her waist bucket waist, the legs of elephant legs, skin more and more worse. Every day people to discuss and neighbors there something cheaper you? How to cook until the soup tastes better way? He felt that she had become stingy, buy what should bargain for a half-day, things run out after. Unlike the previous appearance. Commitment had a chance to be honored, he proposed to break up he would frankly like others. And also said that she had not first give him, does not fit this knot. She just quietly pack up her things, she did not take away, and only took the ring and albums. She also did not go home, just temporary friend's house, and go out and find a job.
But she was pregnant with his child, she was hated pain significantly. Decided to destroy this child, and my heart they could not bear contradiction. Finally, she was heavily pregnant to go out to work and the sake of the children, she kept working, fast-growing, she borrowed a large sum of money to friends, because she wanted to children born after raising a period of time and then work. She lay in the hospital waiting children advent, but this time came the good news of his marriage, she was desperate to stop the tears, looking at the empty ward is so cold, cool heart. Her production day is the day of hi him and married another woman. Waves giving birth because no money do not let the wound pain, because she felt wound pain not as heart pain, lying in the freezing cold in bed, watching the other wards maternal family to turn around, family and fed soup asked three questions four. While he no one came to visit and even the phone and no one to fight over, drink a glass of water have to do it yourself, too many things against her, she even gas impervious to her numb lying in bed, tears No, just staring at the hands of the Ring.
She gave the child the name Zheng good, the mind is still in love with him. Decades later, she is now 72 years old, have a granddaughter and grandson. Do not know the older the more I like nostalgia, she always dreamed of a young man and his day together. She called his son to inquire about his condition, but the heart, the courage to go and see him. She likes to sit on the window and took the album go over and over again, and then touch the neck ring. Sometimes her granddaughter likes to run with her past and look at photo albums anti rotten, his son said, for one, she insists on not replace, just because this album is when they buy. Old sick people more, her condition is getting heavier and heavier, she also knew that his own days were numbered, and her son took her back to his city. She sat on his son's car had looked out the window to see him in the park with other people talk on the ground. He also gray-haired, bent back, walk to bring crutches. She want to want to help him get off walked the reason that the wind tangled hair, want to want to stand by his side to sit quietly and watch the sunset to watch the leaves by the wind. But she did not get off, just in the car quietly at home until he was back. This day lasted two months. Until we persuade the first to go to the hospital to live, and it did not.
Her disease is also aggravation, the doctor called his family prepared mind, may be too this week, she insisted discharged home where returned home the next day, she took the album called son drove her to his downstairs, she was downstairs in his home all day, she asked the son of albums and rings as well as a letter sent to his hands. He opened the door and stared, but soon returned to normal. After he took the stuff back into the house. He returned to the house and burst into tears like a child. Because the ring and sealed letter read, "caused her husband to the love of my life", he knew her.
Back in the car when his son found her forever and ever departed. That day is Aug. 15. She loves his full 54 years.