A while ago, a friend came to my house stopping by, and I chatted about her love of that network. I started really envy her this level, have the guts, but when I heard she had finished the story, but my heart was heavy. Always wanted to do not understand, the network is in the end what kind of magic, and her family, this has always been a career woman swallowed. Perhaps the only experienced people to understand in order to feel it.
Know him online once boring when wandering into his space, think that article is beautiful, and they left a message. Surprisingly, the space for the owner actually online, immediately stepped back and left a QQ.. /
The beautiful text the boy must Tantubusu it, she looked forward to talk to him...
"Now life is like a filled with the words on paper, but not punctuation, the day is so dull, no passion, I often feel alone and shortcomings of mind, bleak kind of nothing Yiping how lingering Do This is the life I want?? I began to doubt their own eyes., but online, I found the anchor of life.. "said friend looked at my eyes..
I nodded that they understand...
(Because I am not good at writing in the third person, so here simply use the first person)
Join us to talk about ideals, On the game, with the vision for the future, we can always find a lot of common topics. I regarded him as a kind of secret can share and his friends.. Very relaxed and very pleasant chat with him, I feel like this, he makes my life re-injected into glory..
On the line every time, I was always the first one to search his avatar, every time I would be pleasantly surprised to find that his avatar flash, then, has not been waiting for me to start, to his greeting.
Gradually, I found myself changed the bland life online, he leapt from a reverie, a desire. Each of his time to leave, what will be left in my subconscious....
On-line, only to wait for him.. Is not the time, I became an online lonely wandering soul, everything in me there is no attraction at only he kept his QQ message, expressing the heart of me at this moment anxious wait. I left him a loving, floating on the Internet alone..
Of course, I have to cover up the identity of married me even more alone and lonely days of life focus. I do not want to because he destroyed my seemingly perfect family. But my soul is always a factor restless, has been always unwilling to dull life, always want to seek a different kind of passion and open outside the home..
For that thirst of my heart, I told my husband every day, staged a "computer battle, her husband interested in online games, have not met him, I can be a great degree to make way. Now, I hate him fight with me. Once upon a time in my mind, her husband has become less important. I even think that her husband has suffered a crushing defeat in my mind. I can not recall ever gentle and beautiful, his mind appeared online. I fantasize about his height, age, and looks.. Think of him on filling my heart with joy, it makes me very excited!
I do not know whether I am a huge change in her husband already perceptible, he never intervene, give me absolute freedom while also contributing to the bottom of my heart that distorted desire..
Of course, the computer battle every time to my Qi threat let her husband into submission. I said, "Whether you play do not play, anyway, the computer I use, you can also, I had to go to Internet cafes, but Zai Zai you can bring her Well." Tough Zai Zai him but all else fails. So, every key, I came up with this killer..
Again and her husband indisputable computer unpleasant, I feel extremely depressed, on the QQ, and saw him leave me when I'm not online words, I burst into tears, good aggrieved, but my grievance is not to her husband tell, each time with him, their voices rack I was always Biequ, really want to find a good man besides him to talk, to let other men come to love and care.. But has been my life, in addition to her husband, or her husband.. I no longer remember had been wronged but also with who said. But now, this man to me across the screen made me like clutching at straws, but I still can not reveal the truth to him, I can not quarrel with her husband. I have told him I was 23 years old, unmarried. But I was feeling made me with really real shocked, I really found myself hopelessly in love with him, even if not with the word "love" affectionate, but he does have my hearts accounted for a very important position. He has invaded to me, I always want to protect the family came. This is not my original intention. I can not grasp the appropriate degree.. My husband's attitude has really changed, fade in humble his position in my mind, this contention computers even hurt his acrimony, are in order to access to the Internet to see him!
I just want the Internet to seek stimulation, I did not think I would pay to own the most real emotions.. Really, I feel inside is enough to show that I have paid...
I could not suppress his share of impulse.
"I think their own should be like you, like I said you should understand.."
A long silence...
"Kidding, look you like.."
Deathly silence, looking at the screen and my self-esteem is severely hampered, hit a line of text to make excuses for my blind impulse to restore the self-esteem that I am proud, the other party has to answer
"Every day I am also suffering and longing to spend, so like you said not enough to represent our mind."
My heart as beats faster but slower, and finally some to understand the feelings of those betrayal and pain and happiness!
"I want to look at the people has been asking me dreaming look like, but parts of it? If you are not happy, I just look at what the minutes like."
Strange excitement and thrill, I do they do not want to take a look at my network lover. I told him to wait, and then carefully good makeup, and I want to own the most beautiful side show to him. Although I'm 28, is the mother of a child. Years but not in my face leaving traces, say the face painted thick layer Fenqiang, a white cover 100 ugly thing, with the distance across the screen, which he could see, in fact, I only but a Yongzhisufen.. Generated from the, ah, even if the face-to-face appeared on the screen, the total can not feel very real...
Turned on the video screen of about 30 men, his Shensui eyes really intrigues me. See him, I burst resist resist heartbeat feel myself shocked, this feeling is mottled distant memory, can be in front of this man again, I had told my husband love it kind of feeling. People have changed!!
Relations become clear, the Internet every day meet real day not seeing as every Sanqiu feeling, after I told him the phone number, my phone has been transferred into a vibration out, he hit the phone, sent text messages I never retained...
I do not know if this is considered betrayal, in my opinion, this should also be regarded as emotional and spiritual common betrayed.. I have tried to calm down their own, and put a full stop to let their own this guilt, I did not forget their own identity, my wife, mom difficulties. Restless inner potential factor due to my network lover prominent an excited and out of control. In the end I still promised to meet with him...
Us in a province, not a city, just his city where my relatives, so I find an excuse, my husband said I want to go that relatives walk, her husband agreed..
Thinking about and my lover is about to move from unreal to reality, my heart is full of novelty and excitement. Who says the network is a virtual existence, we do not is two real live it?
When my fantasy mind handshake and distant scenes from the long-distance car, her husband's phone to "Hurry back, Zai Zai was sick in the hospital, crying exclaimed to her mother. Hurry. "At this point the car just start I Bump panic, refused to take a sprained ankle running all the way..
When I arrived at the hospital, her husband has gone through inpatient admission. Listen to the doctor to say the Zai Zai acute pneumonia, requiring hospitalization.
"This is how you, just do not still alive?" Said I pulled her husband's clothes.
Surprisingly, her husband fiercely a walk away: "take? Doctor said late on too late! Couple of days ago I said she was a little bit wrong, you asked her? Have cared about her? Remind you when you were doing? please tell me! "
I Zhengzhu vaguely remember her husband said, I was online..... I even never looked back and said "She what?"
The daughter was crying in sleep, little face staring her sleeping tears dry, I sleep more than mothering recovery, heart, needle-like pain. This is the most cherished treasure of my life, I actually busy with online lover dating and ignore him.. I burst into tears, for any reason, can not become the excuse I ignored Zai Zai! Can I order their own selfish soul, that dirty emotional abandon her disregard!
I no longer care for her hungry; longer and changing the method of coaxing her to let her eat a few mouthfuls of rice; sweaty I will not hurry to change for her, afraid of her cold; she wants to sleep, I no longer hold her gently patting her singing; longer holding her little hands walking on the avenue leading to the playground. How many wonderful and romantic evening, on percussion keyboard clatter to flies; another how long I did not kiss she did not hold her?? Acquired the share of motherly love is in my heart slowly fade. But in the eyes of the daughter, I was her supreme supreme only is she the first universe. The shame is that I failed to responsible for her this host...
My network distorted soul daughter spent so much these days who have no. I'm not a good mother!
I stomp my chagrin, I cry, I can not wait to put themselves to shreds. At this moment, I want to understand their own what. I have been watching over this in good faith, and love...
"You come back to it, keep in mind that no matter what, we are the family of three, a real family. You should understand what I mean." Husband gentle arm around my waist and said..
Original my every subtle changes, such as a magnifying glass, into the pupil of her husband.. He should be able to face so calm and composure. He wanted to give me a little free space, but I can use his love to betray him!! Me.....
With tearful eyes, I see the husband in good faith and look forward to the eyes, and a sincere and fiery heart beating under his ordinary appearance. Embrace this man, familiar eyes wrapped in hot tears, I know, only he is the ultimate goal of my life..
My husband and daughter I regained a sense of loss of heart.
Since then, I eliminate every line of sight of the online lover..
A dream gone, no prints......
After hearing her story, I have been thinking that the day she Cubs not so coincidentally sick, she is not the awakening of the conscience, and her story will be what kind of an ending??
Know him online once boring when wandering into his space, think that article is beautiful, and they left a message. Surprisingly, the space for the owner actually online, immediately stepped back and left a QQ.. /
The beautiful text the boy must Tantubusu it, she looked forward to talk to him...
"Now life is like a filled with the words on paper, but not punctuation, the day is so dull, no passion, I often feel alone and shortcomings of mind, bleak kind of nothing Yiping how lingering Do This is the life I want?? I began to doubt their own eyes., but online, I found the anchor of life.. "said friend looked at my eyes..
I nodded that they understand...
(Because I am not good at writing in the third person, so here simply use the first person)
Join us to talk about ideals, On the game, with the vision for the future, we can always find a lot of common topics. I regarded him as a kind of secret can share and his friends.. Very relaxed and very pleasant chat with him, I feel like this, he makes my life re-injected into glory..
On the line every time, I was always the first one to search his avatar, every time I would be pleasantly surprised to find that his avatar flash, then, has not been waiting for me to start, to his greeting.
Gradually, I found myself changed the bland life online, he leapt from a reverie, a desire. Each of his time to leave, what will be left in my subconscious....
On-line, only to wait for him.. Is not the time, I became an online lonely wandering soul, everything in me there is no attraction at only he kept his QQ message, expressing the heart of me at this moment anxious wait. I left him a loving, floating on the Internet alone..
Of course, I have to cover up the identity of married me even more alone and lonely days of life focus. I do not want to because he destroyed my seemingly perfect family. But my soul is always a factor restless, has been always unwilling to dull life, always want to seek a different kind of passion and open outside the home..
For that thirst of my heart, I told my husband every day, staged a "computer battle, her husband interested in online games, have not met him, I can be a great degree to make way. Now, I hate him fight with me. Once upon a time in my mind, her husband has become less important. I even think that her husband has suffered a crushing defeat in my mind. I can not recall ever gentle and beautiful, his mind appeared online. I fantasize about his height, age, and looks.. Think of him on filling my heart with joy, it makes me very excited!
I do not know whether I am a huge change in her husband already perceptible, he never intervene, give me absolute freedom while also contributing to the bottom of my heart that distorted desire..
Of course, the computer battle every time to my Qi threat let her husband into submission. I said, "Whether you play do not play, anyway, the computer I use, you can also, I had to go to Internet cafes, but Zai Zai you can bring her Well." Tough Zai Zai him but all else fails. So, every key, I came up with this killer..
Again and her husband indisputable computer unpleasant, I feel extremely depressed, on the QQ, and saw him leave me when I'm not online words, I burst into tears, good aggrieved, but my grievance is not to her husband tell, each time with him, their voices rack I was always Biequ, really want to find a good man besides him to talk, to let other men come to love and care.. But has been my life, in addition to her husband, or her husband.. I no longer remember had been wronged but also with who said. But now, this man to me across the screen made me like clutching at straws, but I still can not reveal the truth to him, I can not quarrel with her husband. I have told him I was 23 years old, unmarried. But I was feeling made me with really real shocked, I really found myself hopelessly in love with him, even if not with the word "love" affectionate, but he does have my hearts accounted for a very important position. He has invaded to me, I always want to protect the family came. This is not my original intention. I can not grasp the appropriate degree.. My husband's attitude has really changed, fade in humble his position in my mind, this contention computers even hurt his acrimony, are in order to access to the Internet to see him!
I just want the Internet to seek stimulation, I did not think I would pay to own the most real emotions.. Really, I feel inside is enough to show that I have paid...
I could not suppress his share of impulse.
"I think their own should be like you, like I said you should understand.."
A long silence...
"Kidding, look you like.."
Deathly silence, looking at the screen and my self-esteem is severely hampered, hit a line of text to make excuses for my blind impulse to restore the self-esteem that I am proud, the other party has to answer
"Every day I am also suffering and longing to spend, so like you said not enough to represent our mind."
My heart as beats faster but slower, and finally some to understand the feelings of those betrayal and pain and happiness!
"I want to look at the people has been asking me dreaming look like, but parts of it? If you are not happy, I just look at what the minutes like."
Strange excitement and thrill, I do they do not want to take a look at my network lover. I told him to wait, and then carefully good makeup, and I want to own the most beautiful side show to him. Although I'm 28, is the mother of a child. Years but not in my face leaving traces, say the face painted thick layer Fenqiang, a white cover 100 ugly thing, with the distance across the screen, which he could see, in fact, I only but a Yongzhisufen.. Generated from the, ah, even if the face-to-face appeared on the screen, the total can not feel very real...
Turned on the video screen of about 30 men, his Shensui eyes really intrigues me. See him, I burst resist resist heartbeat feel myself shocked, this feeling is mottled distant memory, can be in front of this man again, I had told my husband love it kind of feeling. People have changed!!
Relations become clear, the Internet every day meet real day not seeing as every Sanqiu feeling, after I told him the phone number, my phone has been transferred into a vibration out, he hit the phone, sent text messages I never retained...
I do not know if this is considered betrayal, in my opinion, this should also be regarded as emotional and spiritual common betrayed.. I have tried to calm down their own, and put a full stop to let their own this guilt, I did not forget their own identity, my wife, mom difficulties. Restless inner potential factor due to my network lover prominent an excited and out of control. In the end I still promised to meet with him...
Us in a province, not a city, just his city where my relatives, so I find an excuse, my husband said I want to go that relatives walk, her husband agreed..
Thinking about and my lover is about to move from unreal to reality, my heart is full of novelty and excitement. Who says the network is a virtual existence, we do not is two real live it?
When my fantasy mind handshake and distant scenes from the long-distance car, her husband's phone to "Hurry back, Zai Zai was sick in the hospital, crying exclaimed to her mother. Hurry. "At this point the car just start I Bump panic, refused to take a sprained ankle running all the way..
When I arrived at the hospital, her husband has gone through inpatient admission. Listen to the doctor to say the Zai Zai acute pneumonia, requiring hospitalization.
"This is how you, just do not still alive?" Said I pulled her husband's clothes.
Surprisingly, her husband fiercely a walk away: "take? Doctor said late on too late! Couple of days ago I said she was a little bit wrong, you asked her? Have cared about her? Remind you when you were doing? please tell me! "
I Zhengzhu vaguely remember her husband said, I was online..... I even never looked back and said "She what?"
The daughter was crying in sleep, little face staring her sleeping tears dry, I sleep more than mothering recovery, heart, needle-like pain. This is the most cherished treasure of my life, I actually busy with online lover dating and ignore him.. I burst into tears, for any reason, can not become the excuse I ignored Zai Zai! Can I order their own selfish soul, that dirty emotional abandon her disregard!
I no longer care for her hungry; longer and changing the method of coaxing her to let her eat a few mouthfuls of rice; sweaty I will not hurry to change for her, afraid of her cold; she wants to sleep, I no longer hold her gently patting her singing; longer holding her little hands walking on the avenue leading to the playground. How many wonderful and romantic evening, on percussion keyboard clatter to flies; another how long I did not kiss she did not hold her?? Acquired the share of motherly love is in my heart slowly fade. But in the eyes of the daughter, I was her supreme supreme only is she the first universe. The shame is that I failed to responsible for her this host...
My network distorted soul daughter spent so much these days who have no. I'm not a good mother!
I stomp my chagrin, I cry, I can not wait to put themselves to shreds. At this moment, I want to understand their own what. I have been watching over this in good faith, and love...
"You come back to it, keep in mind that no matter what, we are the family of three, a real family. You should understand what I mean." Husband gentle arm around my waist and said..
Original my every subtle changes, such as a magnifying glass, into the pupil of her husband.. He should be able to face so calm and composure. He wanted to give me a little free space, but I can use his love to betray him!! Me.....
With tearful eyes, I see the husband in good faith and look forward to the eyes, and a sincere and fiery heart beating under his ordinary appearance. Embrace this man, familiar eyes wrapped in hot tears, I know, only he is the ultimate goal of my life..
My husband and daughter I regained a sense of loss of heart.
Since then, I eliminate every line of sight of the online lover..
A dream gone, no prints......
After hearing her story, I have been thinking that the day she Cubs not so coincidentally sick, she is not the awakening of the conscience, and her story will be what kind of an ending??
