Monday, 28 October 2013

Online Dating - Love You Broke to My Heart

There was a girl, not pretty, long fat, she do not know how to love when her life a boy. The boy is really good, also very good, but the girls do not know how to respond to his love for her. So, they love six months on end. Separately later, the girls discovered that I realize I have to like him, but stronger girl, will not retain his love from this buried in the bottom of her heart. Time you walked this way, I go past two years, still has a boy in the girl's heart, if not another person's appearance, perhaps the girl also has been the boy in my heart the deepest corner.
The emergence of another boy, the girl did not expect to. There was a time, the girl was infatuated with the Internet, she and her sister often bubble in Internet cafes in the game, the sister know her husband, and they often play games together, sweet sweet honey girl feel unrealistic, but compared to them, she feel lonely Oh. So she called my sister also find that her husband gave her to accompany her to play with people, this girl met him, a very Burma, very introverted, very athletic, he. They just plus QQ when few of his words, the girl asked what what he answered. Girls do not ask, he does not say, girls think he should be boring, but he suddenly asked the girl one else to do his wife, the girl thought for a moment, anyway, is the game where the only thing it does not matter, so he agreed. That when the girls really do not think her life will change because of this man.
Long and his contact time and gradually become familiar with him every day and girls send a message every day that a lot of sweet talk, the girl is very happy, but she told herself, this unrealistic feelings, can not let yourself sink.
Until one day, he for the girls to apply a mailbox, he told the girl, then they can mail a letter, the moment, the girl suddenly thought two years ago, the boys have done this same thing for her, the girl heart at that moment shaken. She started to like him, not only in the game, they began a phone call, girls every day to call to him, separated by thousands of miles, a phone line, it sustains the girls love. Deeper and deeper girl trapped, unable to extricate themselves, she began to fear, after all, they are only seen in the video, If one day, they met in reality, he would like the fat, not pretty, she is it? The girls always tentatively asked him, if she is not beautiful, not slim, he will love her what? He said categorically that he will, he says he will always be forever in love with the girl. Even if the girl is not pretty, even if the girl is not outstanding, and he will love her, never change!
Finally one day, he said to the girl, he wants to girls living in the city, the girl's fretting, she was that excited, worried, and my heart is really good. Come before, the girl wrote a letter to him, the girl again, he said, not so good in his imagination, let him think about it in the end want to. The girl afraid he will be sorry to see her after he returned the letter to the girl, he said to the girl, to believe in him, he is not a macho man, he will always be forever in love with the girl. He said that as long as the girls do not leave him, he would not break up! He encouraged the girls to have confidence in their love, but also to have confidence in ourselves, the girls read the letter, crying, she believed him, so she was not afraid, she began to look forward to, expect them to spend the day!
Coming to the day he came, the girls all night, did not sleep well. The next day she went to the train station to pick him up, it was winter, cold cold, but girls are nervous been sweat, his shuttle have pitted when the radio said, girls are more nervous overwhelmed. Finally the girl in the station to see his shadow, he is also a recognized the girl, the girl in his eyes, did not see the disappointed heart, finally free from anxiety. He spent two weeks in which girls feel that this half is the most happiness in this life and the most happy time. His girl well, and he went out, he was always the girl's hand in his own pocket. He will give the girls feet, wash your socks. After dinner, he would take the initiative to wash the dishes. Girl that she was going to die of happiness, she felt, find yourself a person can really rely on, she thought that the life she is destined to will be happy with this man to old.
Sweet day is always too fast, in a blink of an eye him go, girl send him cry was amazing, that she could not bear to. He said that they will not be separated for too long, the summer he would come. Car station, the girl at the station for a long time, watching the train away, the girl told myself, but a few months only, soon they were together again, the lady had hope, hope! Perhaps it is because she is seeking only immersed in this happiness, so did are not aware of the changes in the relationship between them.
Girl in order to be able to see him every day, he asked my father to come to the computer. Girls really pleased, because the future will not have a day looking at the photos to him! But since he was gone, they are always angry, almost every day angry! Girls sometimes feel vexatious angry after she secretly told himself, must be changed later. But girls still can not help but be angry, she always felt that he do not have a deep love for her, for her care do not have much. Instead, in his mind, there is a growing number of disadvantages. The girl was very afraid, afraid that they could not restrain love this struggling business. Every day she would live in fear, been so tired.
This eventually will occur, day girl and he was angry because his QQ, more than a woman, the girl is not really want to delete that person, just to pique the talk. But I did not expect his answer to the girl so sad, the girl finally said to him breaking up. In fact, the girls just too angry will not say that, does not mean you want to really break up, but he did not expect a retain if not agreed. The girl cried for a long time, I feel love how fragile after crying girls think perhaps he just in a fit of anger, perhaps waiting for him to cool down and then will to coax.
The next day, the girl did not wait and the good word, until he said can never be together again. The girl asked him why? He gave the girls a good far-fetched reasons, the girl cried and begged him, Hate to break up, so she did not want him separate. He said to the girl: "He was just good for her that he loved her, and love her forever, but he has difficulties, difficulties of last resort!" Girl beg for him a long time, he only reluctantly agreed to temporarily separate. But the girl had a premonition that the thing is not over yet. Sure enough, the next day, the boy told the girl broke up, the girl this devastated! She knew that regardless of her no matter how hard, how to restore, is useless. The girl asked him, in the end what is the reason, he finally said to the girl, the truth, reason, however simple the words, do not love, is because they do not love the. His saying good unfeeling, he did not mind to worry about the girl's feelings, so they broke up.
The first few days, the girl simply can not accept this reality, she has a lot do not understand the problem with them 1 year 1 month. 395 days of the feelings, how say love do not love it? Girls pay so much for him, why can exchange for such an outcome? Girl is so so love him, then so believe him, but why all the change are so fast it? The girl cried for a long time... she really is collapsed, the girls start drinking, smoking, live in dreams, is the only way you can forget that pain. The girl also tried to retain, but his heart seems to have been turned to stone, would not budge.
Walked a little bit of time, gradually, the girl began to accept the reality, she began to wake up, have a thorough look at the man who so loved man, and she decided to choose to forget.
Her every day telling myself, she would have been very happy, than that personal happiness! His departure, she would not change anything.
The story is over, the girl put a stop to her own feelings to one year. Her man, together with that love, and memories of it, all buried in the bottom of my heart, when they go by between weathering.
A girl in your life that you will cherish love you girls?